My baby my baby,... Hehehe
I think of my keyboard as a professional instrument because it is,.. I practice 4 or more times per week one or more hours each time,.. I post my musical results here,.. Http://ice9.soonlabel.com/blog
Do people do this double entendre? On purpose? What I dislike is when it isn't about sex the second meaning but just describing me I think that is very rude and of course I am insulted --- really annoying and such---
Full Definition of DOUBLE ENTENDRE
: ambiguity of meaning arising from language that lends itself to more than one interpretation
: a word or expression capable of two interpretations with one usually risqué
“The right to a God of your understanding is total and without any catches. Because we have this right, it is necessary to be honest about our belief if we are to grow spiritually.” ~basic text pp. 25-26
~I don't know about you but me, I have zero understanding of this thing called "God" what can I do there is no way to even begin to halfway define what this God "idea" means is or can be, of.? Try try as might there is no possible understanding of me or my God to myself or of anyway possible. ahhh welll.. still I go on. mostly I believe nothing because that is the only thing the comes closest to a possible ... way(non-way) of ideas that can even have the chanciness of the idea that encompasses my God.
I am not enough, more so really crazy
I am nothing at all usually less than that
The nite is more then terrifying every nite,..always
Waking to screams and tears of fear from the body I am in,..
These are the nites I live thru,.. And they are what I have to do,..
I haven't ever seen a day or nite without a hallucination since high school,. They say it gives me a psychiatric label ,.. On my permanent record so what ever there are more difficulties that to add this to the "problem". Is so pointless
My hands and body arms and legs have no connection to me usual I just separate from the pain but I feel it even more,. I cut no more,.. Am I not ,..better with out open wounds,..what ever I just have no path to follow or road to find the end of,,... Just As I am what I am knowing how to not be anything and less,..
Music-your music, your favorites, what you like...
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